This is part of my confession category. I for the most part feel like a good person. however, I also feel like I’m trying my hardest to be a good person because I’m afraid I’m not. I don’t know what this feeling is or where it came from, but I fear that I’m an not how people see me. I fear, that I’m a bad person. Which is why I do hundreds of hours of volunteering, and always do my best to make people happy. I will always push myself to be a better person until I know for sure that I am. Even if I’m not a completely good person now or in the future, I know I am not the worst. I think the fact that I worry about this so much is a good thing. I work to change, to improve how others see me, and how I see myself.